My Chrysalis

The caterpillar transforms inside its chrysalis. It sheds its globulous, unattractive form to become something totally different, something reputed for its grace and beauty. I often wonder what the caterpillar undergoes inside the chrysalis. Is it like what I am experiencing now? I read that some moths and butterflies remember things from their caterpillar form. That is very interesting. Do I want to remember things from before? I do if they won't hurt me anymore. Am I strong enough to remember what I have gone through inside my chrysalis and not forsake all the progress and pain and reformation? That remains to be seen... .